and there are those other things which for several reasons we wont mention

everything about em is a little bit stranger
a little bit harder
a little bit deadly...

Have you ever wished you were a gay man?

I have...

I used to wish I was a man very frequently. I had/have many reasons for this ranging from the obvious physiological reasons to the more subtle sociological ones, but I dont really want to talk about those right now [I will save sexism and the horrors of womanhood for another day, or possibly never]. However, I like boys, so if I was man, Id have to be a gay man. See? It *does* make sense.. hahahaha-no..

What sparked such an offthewall comment? Im listening to Rufus Wainwright...

So yes, I havent posted in over a week! Why?? Because chemistry is ruining my life! Well, not so much right now. If I saw you at all on either Tuesday or Wednesday, it would have been the complete truth. For those who didnt know, I have to take chem102 in Spring session because I need it to get into my program but I didnt know this until January when I was taking chem101 [One week down, two to go!!]. The course itself is not very difficult and my prof is pretty great [I had heard horror stories, but I like her...] but the goddamnfucking labs are eating my soul! Well, okay the 2 hours a day I spend in the lab is not bad at all and can, in fact, be kinda fun.. in that "its a lab and I have to be here" sort of way. But the writeups!! We do the lab like 2 days before we cover the material in class and in Spring session, thats a really big deal and the lab manual was written by monkeys and is completely useless. So yes, I [along with almost everyone else in the class] spend hours in the help session room at times when I *should* be sleeping trying to figure out what the bloody fuck is going on. I swear, I spend like 3 hours doing like a page's worth of questions. And yes, there are labs everyday [except Friday thank god] so that means a prelab is due everyday. Reports arent so bad because, okay yeah they are twice as long, but by the time they are due, we usually have covered the material class so its not half as painful. [/rant] Ahhh.. that feels better...

But yes, this week has not been completely horrible. I got a job! and a kickass one at that! I will be spending my summer with my good friend Micha's trekie brother working as a "glorified babysitter" and they will pay me crazy amounts of money for the work that I do. I do my training hours tomorrow with Micha as my direct supervisor. This can go no where but great places.

I had my first real webcam experience on Thursday [it sounds dirty.. but it really wasnt.. sorry for anyone looking for porn on google] and this was the major product of our adventure:

Honestly, I dont know if it makes me want to laugh or cry. If youre leaning towards the latter, maybe these are more to your tastes:




I dedicate this one to Vanessa and Katie in their attempts to take "All Mouth" to the top of the charts. This should be on the flyer for your next gig.




I do not understand why we are blue, but it looks cool!




You cant see it so well with this photo, but because Channings roof is all messed up and stair-like, the light makes the walls/roof look like a desert.. But in *this* one, it looks like my arm is wasting away, which makes it more fun that the one with just the lamp and the crazy roof which has more desert character.




Single greatest face ever: the "Im Thinking Something Devious" Half-Smile
: )

And with that I will leave you with my favorite Rufus lyrics of this moment [yes I am listening to this song right now...]:

I dont want somebody to love me
Just give me sex whenever I want it
Because I ask for is
Instant pleasure...mmm