The world was on fire no one could save me but you

Strange what desire will make foolish people do

I feel very strange today. Actually Ive felt like this for a few days now. Its almost like Im dreaming [yes I realize how cheesy that sounds, but just give me a chance to explain]. I know whats going on around me and I know that I am voluntarily doing whatever it is that I am doing, but I doesnt feel like Ive actually choice to do any of it. I dont know if you dream the same way, but when im dreaming everything just happens, even my own actions, and I have very little to no control over it. I just accept whats going on and let myself float through it. I mean, Im aware, but its.. strange. Distant, I guess? Now I just sound crazy. Ive felt this way before, but usually when Ive extremely tired, and with the amount of sleep Ive got in the paste few days, there is no way I am tired. I wouldnt even care that Im doing this but its not like the [past] next few days are going to last forever. I want to be complete conscious for every moment and not feel like I missed any of it when its over.

I wish Wednesday would never come.

I never dreamed that Id love somebody like you